I crave comfort and understanding and acceptance.
But it's times like these I feel painfully.... insignificant.
I feel like the weight of the world is on me right now.
Or just the weight of a few major items in life.
And I want to someone to take them away.
I would like to have NO major items. I would like to be item free.
Maybe it's all about perspective... My perspective is insane.
As in, I am going insane. These issues are insane. How they have come about is insane.
I will go insane before they are resolved. That I have to figure out the best and healthiest way to handle these issues is insane. I don't like insane so much... I used to. When it meant that I was partying all night and dancing and drinking and dancing... that was insane.
This insane, I no like so much.
I believe that in another year, it will all be less insane.
But how am I to know? I don't. I won't.
But a gal's gotta have hope.
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